Too Quick To Judge

Time really past like crazy when you are busy with stuffs, either with work or non-work related things. It's been more than a month since I last blogged and it isn't really a good sign. It means that I was busy for the wrong thing. Wait, am I too quick to judge myself?

I figured that if I don't pen down my thoughts now, it'll be gone forever. I really love how I communicate with my innerself through blogging. So here it goes.

People judge. They all do.
When I say that I don't judge, it doesn't mean that I really don't judge. It just meant that I don't intend to give an immediate conclusion to things I see and observe. I do have a first impression, but I welcome more insights and other points of view. People all judge. It's human nature. It's how our brain processes things. (Yes, how our brain works is a wonder but I'm not going into that since it's not my field of study.) A lonely girl snailing down the streets. The use of lonely here is judging. It's as simple as using an adjective.

#throwback
I took a long 45minutes walk back to Point B from Point A. Normally, it takes less than 20minutes. I have no idea why but my mood was down to earth. As I walk, tears fell freely. I tried to cover, hoping that no one saw and no one judged. I fear of judgement and I used to fear it a lot more than now. Strangers won't bother knowing what's happening at the back of your mind. Others don't feel you until they ask you why.

I tend to always have the default tired-looking face. In the past when others asked why I look so sad, I shook my head in silence. They judged, in the general way, not in the negative way that we all use now when we say "STOP JUDGING". They think that I am perpetually sad. They feel that emo-ing is all I do. I just don't know if I should tell, and I don't know what I should say. You know, I type and write better than I speak. I dislike speaking because I'm afraid that I'm too fast to speak that I am not filtering what I say. I don't want to end up like an idiot - I don't wanna get judge. Now? I will happily tell people that it's my default face, I am neither sad nor tired. I am just me. Judge in whatever way that you want because that part of me doesn't matter anymore. So, I often used my default face to make people less judgy of me, since they already have a judgement. Instead of people asking why I'm sad or tired when I really are, less people bother now. "Nah, she just looks like that most of the time". Often, I get this when there's something really going on in me. Most probably my family and friends find it almost normal when I just sleep in car or don't talk at all. But at times, I'm just so down that I don't feel like talking.

I do procrastinate. But procrastinating and doing something else doesn't mean that I really am an ultimate procrastinator. I feel no sense of achievement at times when I do the things that I need to do. I need to find meaning and see the point in doing before I do. Hence, my activation energy for most things is really high. People see that I chill most of the time; they thought that I am too free. However at times, I'm close to just giving up. Giving up on everything that I am doing in school now. Sometimes, I do feel the need for counseling to get rid of this negative thought. But then again, what will it change? In the end, I am the one who will want the change. Nobody can help. I'm alone in my own war. 'Cos forcing doesn't really work on me.

At times I procrastinate to do the things that I enjoy, things that makes me happy. I often go about the approach of "先甜后苦". People say to do the things that makes one happy. As long as I feel happy (and often feel guilty after not doing any work), what really matters at the end of the day?

What's more important? Being happy, or feeling "accomplished"? Honestly speaking, I do not have an answer.

好想好想。。。

好久都没更新部落格了！
刚刚才把在甲米旅行的一切PO上网！往下看就找得到了！
不知不觉想用华文来诉说一切，但也知道这并不会太长。哈哈哈哈。好久没用了，还真不习惯。都不晓得我那十年来是怎么写作文的，全都还给老师了 xD

其实有好多好多的事情想要写下，但我发现到开学才第一天，就好忙哦……伟也一样 :(
其实也没什么，只是想花多一点时间认识周边的人，才会每天参加宿舍的活动。

最近发生了好多事情，但我总是说不出口。并不是不想说，就是不会开头。不想麻烦别人也不想泼冷水。在你面前我总是变得很软弱，很想要依靠。感觉就像个小孩子诉苦一样。。。唯独一个人静一静，还好些。每每看到在面簿的爱心早餐和大费周章的布置，心里就酸着。虽然也很想玩，但也感叹不用花钱也不用伤脑筋出新招。只好找其他东西来娱乐自己…

开学第一天，就碰到了外国的朋友，好开心 ^^ 和外国人打交道还是比和本地人打交道来得容易。虽然没有什么话题，但气氛也不觉得僵。可能是因为年纪的关系，和年纪比我小的人总是不太合拍。虽然有些时候感觉到有点谈得来，越谈越开心，但还是会收敛一点。

好累。
不管是体力或脑力，就是跟不上拍。
想要瘫在床上睡觉，但晚餐时间也要到了…
早知道会这么累，刚才就应该去睡先。
今天有了好大的进步！都没睡到午觉！！吃完早餐也没睡！

It's been sooooooooooo longggggg!

It's been a month haha. The last post was about finals, and now here I am, into the end of first month of holidays.

May is such a busy month. Have been packed with stuffs almost EVERYDAY. Yupp. No joke. Everyday I've been spending money like drinking water lols. It's not like I've already gotten my pay (oh I am late in submitting my timesheet le sigh) and my pay will come in much later.. probably need to wait till second week of june. Can't wait to see what's the exact amount that I got and can't wait to increase the numbers (I mean value, not length of the numbers) in my bank lol.

I'm gonna write down a summary of ALL my activities for may hahahaha. This is to make up for the loss in my blogging, yuppps. Photolog after! But I guess I'll dedicate a separate post for my 21st :)

5May, FINALS OVER, #sashimidatewithjaeblurlin.
Last paper is done, decided to pamper ourselves a little with Sushi Express hehe. All the salmons!!! And I saw my mooncake today xDDD

6May, crazy day.
Changi dimsum breakfast likka finally again with mummy and daddy without sis muahahah. Went to meet like 6 different agents from after breakfast till late afternoon then back to school for JTS. JTS was kindda awkward though lol not many people went :\ The blk B seniors went off first before the whole event eventually ends. Dance ICs were somehow disclosed lol. Oh well, can't care much.. Moved out some stuffs from hall! Tiring :\

7May, shopping date with qijun.
Early in the morning 10am went to TUAS for interview with Cameron, which is where I work now haha. After that, went to bugis to find my dress for my 21st after failed attempts at FEP. I think I'll go there less now since there's nothing much. More things at bugis lol. Finally found a nice assymetrical maxi which qijun doesn't favour at first but end up it's a good buy! (Just that the button behind is flimsy -.-)

8May, full day date with Mr Toh♥
Went off from hall and this boy was late! So in the end we missed the reservation with Kiseki lol. Had to wait outside for a while but luckily it wasn't that bad haha. enjoyed loads of sashimi and was too full to move after that lol. Then he accompanied me to Ngee Ann to get my contract signed and then we went for movies! Decided to go watch Captain America and it was superb!! Maybe I should go watch the first season, and then avengers! Lagging a lot on superheroes movies :X Thereafter, we went to get Matcha Hokkaido Icecream then walked to timbre and met ball with Jocelyn and gang lol. So qiaooo. Made babe try escargot for his first time hehehe.

9May, move out day.
Last day of moving out, gonna miss hall for quite a while, but say yay to H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S!!! It's already holidays for me but just making it feel more like a holiday after moving out from hall. Been feeling very jaded in school all the while. Time to be home for a period of time and not think anything of hall stuffs and academics! Wheee. Went out to meet yijing to discuss a bit of SEP stuffs. Not bad quite productive, and we managed to find powerpoint at chinatown coffee bean LOL. It's likka treasure hunt seriously. But so glad that we actually found it xD bought cafe mocha (DAMN HUGE), used com and went outram for budget dinner and hawker and went home!

10 May, supper with the boy.
Chompchomp!!! And aftermeal dessert as well ^^ Durian mousse and ginger tea tangyuan! Super Yumz. The chicken wing wasn't as great as the one in Sheares but it's still passable. Spent about 10bucks for everything. Worth it ^^ And the miniature models at the dessert shop was super cuteeee! Went bf house and got a free ride home since it was already late haha.

11May, Mother's Day.
Brought mummy out for lunch! Hence skipped badminton and lunch with swiss peeps. Psps x.x saw junyang there but I doubt he knows me hahaha.

12May, start of Work.
Nervous, afraid, uncertain. All the negative thoughts. Didn't want to go to work at all lols. One thing that bothered me a lot was the shuttle bus x.x A van came instead of a bus so I panicked but just went up anyways. Thought that I took the wrong bus lolol. In the end it was cos the other large bus was late and didn't fetch anyone. Heng I went to the bus stop infront lol if not I will end up going in taxi! First day wasn't that bad. Met nice supervisor and met nice colleagues. Met a few people - yijie, jeremy, boonkiat - all from NTU.

13May, first dance prac for PCS.
PCS = Peter Chao Show. No, I don't know him, lol. Had fun choreoing with nana thinking of all the moves that we can squeeze out from our brains lolol. Camwhored a bit cos of Sherlyn and went home after. Super tiring but fun still!

15May, dinnerrrr!
Thought for quite a while on where we should have our dinner. End up, we chose JEM's soup spoon hahaha. Then shunbian went for impromptu movie :D yayyy I love impromptu hehe. Watched Godzilla but failed at getting cathay 1for1 :( cos I suddenly forgotten my pin number...wtsss. And it's cos I didn't top up my Nets FlashPay. Was wondering why I cannot just tap... lol. #cuimax but Godzilla seriously quite nice:D I teared when the parents died :'( couldn't controlllll. And also when I THOUGHT that Godzilla died wthhhhh.
W
ent to the rooftop and the view was..likka cui LOL. Really cmi, but at least it's quiet :) W sent me home all the way to the lift! Was thinking that we'll probably just say bye at the gantry but he went out with me :') For the FIRST timeee :D #happygirl93 Spent some time at the void deck then I went to the bus stop to wait for 190 with him. Like it was on purpose, 190 took 30minutes to reach so we ended up with more time hahaha :P

17May, CCF's 21st.
It isn't cf's bday yet but it's his party!! Went early to help him decorate his place. Burden much HAHAHAH. Kay just kidding. Had lots of fun helping with the decorations actually! Especially with the e6 people LOL. They are seriously too hilarious! Especially Chenziliang and Yunpeng haha. Played Monopoly Deal and Ziliang kept losing x'D Then he gave up and went to get food while continue feeding us cards LOL. And c's friend "stole" our room when we went out to take photo......hahah.

18May, prep for 21st.
Gf came early to my house just to help me out with stuffs yay. Found photos for photobooth then printed out and she went home while I travel all the way to Punggol alone...had to stop by at Dhoby for red carpet and at Nex for Popular stuffs. Spent around 2 or 3 hours and finally reached Punggol at 6pm, which is where I realised that there's 2 exits in the station =.= All the while I was just following blindly so I didn't notice. Went one big round just to find his house zzz. Then we went to buy ingredients for baked rice and I stopped him from buying bacon and chicken xD so we just had sausage. It tastes damn nice although it wasn't like what's sold outside. But still, it's heavenly hehehehe. 2nd time he cooked for me :D Ate with his bro and dad and it's likka awkward session again but oh well, I'm used to awkwardness and silence lol. Actually quite like the roast duck that his dad bought back too :O continue on my prep stuffs and took some time trying to get the badge design out but couldn't really get my ideal design. Gave up and bf insisted on sending me home. Like on purpose, we nua-ed for a few more minutes since I didn't need to rush for transport.

19May, movie date.
Watched Spiderman after such a long time!! Remembered watching it everytime last time, but luckily I was just in time this time round :) Bought the 1for1 deal wheee. AND I BOUGHT MY HELLO KITTY HAHAHA. Cutezzz :D Tricked sis into eating macs just for that and got treated hehs. But I treated her movie!! So it's equal lol. Spiderman is seriously nice. But the way the girl dies is just TOOOOO ANTICLIMAX wts.

20May, dinner with SY and JY.
Likka finally, we met! Thanks char for the little gifts from Japan for our 21st :D so sweet of you to still think about us! Went for our TCC 50% discount meal for our birthday month :D Ate less than what we had previously but still enjoyed it. Though my mentaiko is GONE #heartbreaksigh Had super funny conversation with JY keep asking me to repeat what I said when SY can perfectly hear me LOL. And I won't forget that awkward choke after the k***ing question HAHAHA!!!! Some private time with SY on the train since I haven't been seeing her for a very long time so I decided to ditch my bus ride for her!

21May, Virgin Manicure and Pedicure.
Now I'm kindda regretting it cos firstly it's expensive and secondly I find it so hard to type now I feel like cutting off my nails =.= Oh well, shall let it grow for another few weeks! Spent quite a huge sum on it both but it was already the cheaper rate lol. Felt a bit bohua for Jaelin cos hers was much more simpler and less detailed than mine. Oh well, it's over. We said that we'll go shop for more nail foil next time at Scape! Or just do manicure for each other with a fine art brush hahaha.

22May, dinner w camwhore girl~
Met Huangyu for dinner at Astons! #budgetbutnotsobudgetstill Don't know is she too hungry or too long never see me, totally went crazy lolol. Keep talking about the nature, how she wanted to just lie on the grass and watch the stars etcetc lolol. The whole convo was like that while we walk to Sembawang Shopping Centre lol. Tell me how not to love her hahahahaha. Well maybe I'm crazy too xD I knew she was hiding some stuffs behind her but I still got fooled lol. Sweet girl bought me a cake and wrote me a card x333 I didn't think that you wanted to meet me cos you wanted to give me my card before my birthday is over! I was still thinking why she keep telling me that she want to have dinner this week instead of next lol. Thank you so much!!! :D

23May, half day.
Took half day off to go for facial ONLY. Wanted to prep for tomorrow but ended up I spent lots of time at facial, whole day gone zzz. Only managed to do a few stuffs with W.. sighhhh. Kindda made him waste his trip down also :\ And cos everything wasn't right/ according to plan, I was kindda sian and emotional...

24May, the party :D
Hollywood theme, always wanted to wear long dress, be a star, have the people I love around me :) Feel so blessed to be able to get this party going smoothly. Sorry for the lack of food ya... hahaha x.x

25May, flor's 21st.
Didn't sleep last night and was super tired. Slept for quite a long while at home then went to Flor's party straight. Didn't really eat a lot cos didn't have the appetite but I ate quite a few cupcakes cos they were too good hahaha. Kudos to Huiying! Bus-ed home with Shimin, Kailin, Elephant and talked about old school days. Such memories... :)

26May, YAY I'M OFFICIALLY 21.

Will blog the rest in separate posts and upload photos (on this post) tomorrow! Too tired for the night after doing 3hours of "OT" x.x

Nights!!

Inefficient studying

With the upcoming birthday party, I'm excited yet worried :O hence couldn't really focus on studies :\ am actually glad that people can make it but worried about space constraint. Sian max. If only I booked a chalet.. but then again, won't have the same feel that I want :( so happy that Shuxian actually agreed to come alone even though I feel bad that I don't have any mutual friend to accompany her :( but awwwzers lovelove :D Sadded on the other hand that the 3 bimbos cannot make it :( Lainey Shuanny & Tengz ya'll owe me one IDC!!! Why everyone not in Singapore on that day T_T sobsobs. Finals in 2 days' time but I'm still at like the 3rd chapter out of 7 hahaha ggfied. Took damn long to understand one question.. waiiii :\ stupid me is stupid haiis oh well. Shall continue after getting some fuel that darl buy and Jaelin delivering muahahahs ^^

Facing the empty nobody fishtank.. all alone waiting for Jaelin to come rescue me lol. Focusfocusfocus. I need that focus :( le sigh. I CAN'T!!! And to add onto that, my drama is making me hang halfway :( watching clif 3 now damn nice!!!

Reflections.

I haven't been posting lately, even on dayre. At first I had this motivation to do it but I realised that in the end, it's impossible. This period is the period whereby everything just starts to fall and collapse on me and I'm truly struggling to get up on my feet. PMS obviously isn't helping much.. Everytime I'm down, I have pms as well such that things get worse sigh. Maybe it's vice versa, I don't know.

I sleep a lot lately and didn't go for classes though I promised not to. I'm like totally trying to escape from everything and everyone else, including myself. Time management has never been my forte. I planned to study this semester and where am I now? Nowhere. I didn't expect dance to take up so much of my time and it was my bad on that. Everytime I say that I want to start studying, the mindset is there but not action is taken. I very well know that I need to change this habit, but as what people always said, 本性难改. Yes, it truly is the case.

Recently, I got a new laptop. I thought I could make good use of it and it will motivate me to study but, well things always don't go as expected. Even Zhiyang is nagging me to study, but sometimes, it's all about the responsibilities that matter more than studies, for my case. I admit that I wasted a lot of time doing what seems to be useless, but on the other hand, I actually enjoyed doing them. I think it's time again to remind myself that I am here, staying in hall, for a reason. Not to study, but to experience life as much as I can. Of course I shouldn't compromise on studies but that's one thing that I've chose to sacrifice. Whatever the end result is, at the end of the days, I just need to tell myself that my University life is well spent. Cannot get a good honours? Does that really matter? Yes it matters for the first job and probably increment in pays. However, money isn't anything, right? Money is something, but there will always be a separate solution for it, I believe. So, I should just apply for jobs now LOL.

[Brief updates on my crazy week from 15/03/14]

15 March

Went to USS and catched lightseeker with W :D weeee. Feels so good to see ex-colleagues (: Took photo with oscar and minions and the dino for the first time too hehehe. Too bad we had no fate with cookie monster :O lightseeker was just awesome too :) The acrobats were like ohmygawddd! *standing ovation*

16 March
Had DU vetting, not one of the better runs but oh well, we don't have to show too good a performance we just need to shine on that day itself right ^^ hehehe. 自我安慰 max.. The choreos are really always very encouraging! Though it was a bad run, they still encouraged us and told us it was okay. Thanks so much :) It helps a lot you see.

17 March
CMB rehearsal + usual dance practice. Tired max, so much so that I don't feel like doing anything, yupp. Am always nervous when I know someone is watching, so obviously ToT

18 March

PONSTAR CONCERT!!! Yayyy. Finally one down!! Totally don't know what was going on my mind hahahaha I just danced with total dao attitude lol. First time on stage, first stage photo after a long time :) Photo credited to Amanda! x3

19 March

DND 2014! DanSHers KPOP Debut! Hahahaha. This was the highlight of my DND for this year :) Not as a comm member, but as a member of DanSHers KPOP! ^^ Though we buang like siao and timings were super off, we still managed to get the crowd's attention and the energy was there! Many said they liked the girls item yayyy :D So happy to do what I once wished to do :) So glad to be given the chance to be dancing with them on stage, especially a kpop dance! Achievement unlocked! Love our blazer too hehe. Shall bring it overseas to wear :P

20 March
One of my rest day, but in the end I still went down to help out with IHG closing as a tech crew lol. Love to see W at 'work' :DD Probably it's one of the reasons why I get attracted to him. Not on the kiddy part when he explores the board but when he knows well what he does hahah ♥

21 March
Rockfest! Ahhhh forgot to take a tech crew photo againnn. Forever can't remember :( Partly because I need to rush off early for dance too. Busybusybusy. That's the thing to prove that I'm alive - by keeping myself busy with stuffs lol. I thank Rei for being so assuring when my name wasn't in the list (since I wasn't an official member), and not just kicking a fuss when I told him "Maybe it means that I can go back already lol". "Don't say that. I asked you to come." That was his reply :')

22 March
Dance in the morning till 1+pm. Surprised that the choreos were late hahaa. Initially I thought that I was already super late and they are going to scold us again but no ^^ seems like I was lucky hahah. So sorry for not being up to standards yet :( went bugis for the nth time in search for a black high waist shorts and end up decided on buying a star shorts as well since it's 2for$20 hehe. Good buy I would say :D Then later at night, went to get my lappy!!

Not the chioest of all but looks nice and simple and sturdy :) And it totally has the macbook feel lol. Hope it'll last me at least till I graduate!! :)

23 March

Lunch with W at Penny University! :) Miss going out with W since we're all so busy now.. glad to be able to meet up! Eggs benedict ftw hahaha. And I love the Honey Almond Cake!! Yumyums!

Mum and sis made this later at night and yes it's damn niceeee :D Especially the scrambled eggs! So much better than what sis cooked in the morning lol. Trust me, I can have All-Day-Breakfast for every meal, never getting sick of it lolol.

24 March

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY! :) Didn't realise that we didn't take any photo..nuuuuu x.x
Believe or not, though it doesn't look as tasty as it is, it's damn awesome! First time trying to cook scrambled eggs and it came off pretty well, with the baked toast and cheese, 绝配 I tell you!! Just that the eggs need to be more wholly, rather than bits-like. And maybe I added too much milk. Shall work more on perfecting my scrambled eggs after finals ^^

Thanks for accompanying me till late after me being disappointed by stuffs and all that.. Sorry that this monthsary wasn't as good in terms of mood at the end of the day. Thanks still for trying to make me happy in your ways :):)

25 March

Was so frustrated about stuffs that I simply had to get out of hall to take a breather. Sometimes I wonder if I'm overloading myself in a way or another and trying to do the impossible.. Walked back to the place where we first had our little chat after supper eating icecream we bought from 7-11 since the icecream shop was closed down lol. Feels so refreshing and relaxed there, though it became a little chilly and scary x.x still, a nice place :)

26 March
Block meeting which became a debate in the end. Talking about who's 'right' and who's 'wrong' doesn't solve the problem. The problem all lies with communication. We need to learn to have effective communication in the block yo lol. If you want it, initiate it. Don't push it to other people's responsibilities. Learn how to be in other's shoes and think for them. Else, you fail as a member of the society and you should jolly well not complain so much..

Comfort food after the meeting :D BUT I STILL WANT MY SPICY MUSHROOM ToT

Kay, that pretty much sums up my week, or slightly more. Time to sleep and prepare for SHout rehearsal tomorrow! Excited because I can officially not care about lessons for the time being LOL.

Sometimes.

Sometimes I try to be understanding, but I just end up living in my own
delusions.
Sometimes.

Thanks for being my Valentine ❤

I realised, I always take a super long time to settle down and do the things that I planned to do. Take for example, this post. As I opened this browser and start typing down the title, I had many other windows opened as well and thus I got distracted to browse through them first. Guess what? It was instagram, lol. Photos are the best way of showing things. They attract people's attention and speak a thousand words. Thus, I shall make this a mini multi-instagram posts hahaha the contradiction ;D Since I haven't been posting much pictures lately.. But if you follow me on insta, this may seems to be a repeat, lol.

My only CNY #ootd | Surprisingly, this photo turns out nice even though 

the lighting wasn't perfect

Out with W to marina barrage for the first time. It
was so windy that it looks like we are in a cold
country lol. Thanks for bringing me out for midnight
movie too :) #firstcnytgt #ftwy

A little meetup with W before school starts again!
Dinner at EverythingWithFries @ Holland Village 
#cafevisit 

Finally meeting up with this bunch of people I'm thankful for having in 
my life :) #friendssincemilllenium

First time at sushi express with Jaelin. Thanks for the treat dajie~ 19 out of 24 
plates of sashimi HAHAHA #salmonsashimioverload #eatlikkaboss 
#atefor1.5hours

Such a good funny show lol. How I wish I could have done this instead for 
TS1101E :( sighpie.. #imissstage

Vday2014 Love from hall ❤ | When I thought I won't be receiving much since 
people always think got bf enough already (NOT TRUE! love from friends 
is a different thing kay!), really appreciated all these. Feel so loved :)

Random htht with shuanny on preVday night :D thanks for always entertaining 
me and crapping with me. Lovelove!~

VdaywithW2014 | Didn't fancy flower that much cos it
only live for the moment, so le boy bought bears instead of
flowers, but surprised me with another bouquet of flowers.
#3rosesmeansily :') #firstvdaytgt

All ready to board C130!! Eggcited muchhhh hehehe
#firsttimeonarmyplane #ladyluck
#rsaf45years #sgairshow2014
#ftwy

#ladyluckcontinues And we got to sit in the cockpit during takeoff!!!
They said that we cannot take photos (actually can) so we tried to
take a real quick one and ended up having fat faceee. NUUUU
#whatever #benlaijiufeile #sgairshow2014 #onboardC130

Best photo I've edited thus far.. I'm such a genius muahahaha.
Can't wait to print this out and put it on my table!! Prettyyyprettyyy!!
#sgairshow2014 #vdaycontinues

Our little hospital date hehe.
Featuring le boy's cui face after op. It's okay everyone has their
own weak moments, and I'm glad to actually see yours and be
there for you :) #tireddayout #mtalvernia #firsttimemeethisparents
#homecookedfoodatlast #poorboysoseh #wishtoeaseyourpain

And yeappp that's about it!~ Dance ended not long ago and I'm so famished! Gonna supper and tadaaaa go sleep and go home tomorrow :) Can't wait to get home!

Quick Update

Realised I didn't blog for quite a while due to some stuffs and going out almost every day O.O
Quick update for lastlast week! Will do one on christmas after dinner later :)

16-17December2013

5 open classes held for the two days straight for dance camp. I call it intensive trainings rather than dance camp. What's camp without knowing others more right..lol. Kay so we had Lyrical Hiphop by Sean, Bboy by (sorry forgot the name x.x), Contemporary by Lynette, Hiphop by Winnie, Street Jazz by Zhiwen. Can't believe I managed to survive through all hahahah. Love Sean and Lynette's choreo :) Winnie's and Zhiwen's choreo was crazily fast lol and it was on the same day #tiredmax andddd, I finally learnt baby freeze ^^ photo with Sherlyn hahah.

18December2013

Went to meet up with this girl before I see her again after six months! Thanks for always being there for me and never forgetting to buy me stuffs whenever you go overseas though I always tell you there's no need for anything. Thanks for being so sweet :') Great htht and catchup session at Koh Grill & Sushi Bar :) and not forgetting the super yummy Shiok! Maki :DD

Shiok! Maki 1st Gen @ $16.80 (8pcs)

19December2013
Burden JasonChu was late for meeting! Waited about 15minutes for him at Clementi Mall tskkk. (woots, first time being early for the hols hahaha) Went to DBS, UOB, OCBC, Maybank. Visited almost all the banks we can find there :O in the end we end up at DBS again and used his bank account instead -.- told ya it's not easy to open an extra bank account already~~ lol. Kay luhs, at least we can account for it separately now instead of putting in mine. And cause the lazy chair is too lazy and impatient to queue up, we only managed to deposit the $10 and $50 notes at the atm lol. Bought blackball home for lunch after that ^^

20December2013
BBCO xmas dinner at Kith Cafe! (One cafe down!) No pics for the day cos it was too dark for me to take any (excuse for being lazy LOL). Felt kindda awkward since I don't know what to talk with the seniors..x.x #antisocial Ordered Carbonara ($18) there and it turned out to be not bad :) It isn't too creamy so I managed to finish the whole plate hahah. After that, we had our xmas exchange! Was surprised that someone actually liked my present hahaha. And my present went to Junyuan's there again, and once again I got Kelvin's portable charger in the end lol. Same fate as last year. Just that this year when I thought I was lucky to be the last few to choose my present (instead of suaysuay being first like last year), my present got snatched 2 times D': and I ended up having to choose either charger or soft toy hahaha. Overall, it was still quite funny ^^ nice catchup with the swiss people too :) meeting Peijin again soon!!

21December2013
Was bored, so I decided to try baking again. Failed Earl Grey Tea Cake that tasted more like lemon cake lolol. #tryhardernexttime but dad said it's appetising^^ yayeee

22December2013

Big Breakfast($14.90) and Mocha($4.90) @ L'etoile Cafe

Chillax meetup session with Weihong! Another cafe down!^^ Can't believe that we are talking about the past so light-heartedly and without being awkward lol. I guess it's just his character for being able to pass it off as something like a joke haha. Happy for you that you managed to find your girl^^ And we'll see how things go again after you are back hahaha. Thanks for the ride home even though you are running late! Will upload the pic of my another new toy soon heee.

L’etoile Cafe
160 Owen Road
Singapore 218953

A much fulfilling week

I finally found the time and energy to update about my life hahah. This entire week is tiring and crazy, next two coming weeks too, but I really enjoyed it :) trying to max out the time I have for holidays (and there's not much time I realised lol) So..normally I'll post individual post but I'm too lazy for that now..shall post everything at one go :P

1. New Toy!!


Not exactly a fan of Hamburgler but just find it nicer than others in the series hahaha.


2. GF STAYOVER!  [071213]


So.. nen came to stayover in my hall on saturday night! Went to Hwangs for dinner, bought chips at NTUC (the cashier's attitude was seriously horrigible) and went back to my room to watch Captain Phillips! :D But it was disappointing that the online streaming had korean subtitles..so we had to find another streaming which has lower quality, DAMN SIAN. So we came up with the idea to stream both alternatively lol. Trust me, it was tiring :\ I think we spent a lot more time than how long the movie was supposed to be. It was not bad for the actions, scary at times, glad that I wasn't watching alone hahaha. The movie wasn't too bad but was draggy at some parts. Wanted to propose on watching escape plan but was seriously too tired so I scraped the idea :X



Shopped a while online with her but couldn't find anything that we wanted. Ended up sleeping at 4am. Sleepyyyyy. Woke up at 9am the next morning (I ended up waking up at 930 hehe) for breakfast but had to wait till 10am for Macs to be opened! And there wasn't any Macs Breakfast T.T felt so cheateddd. So we tried the Kampung Burger instead! Love the salsa sauce, the pineapple wasn't too bad, and the chicken was nice 'cause it tasted just like McSpicy hahaha.


Walked back to hall and seriously felt like concussing on my bed but promised to meet up with engin peeps so I had to drop the idea D':


3. ENGIN MEETUP
[081213]
Met up with Edmund, Heeyoun, Yijing and Derek for lunch before the piggy hsu flies off to faraway land called Laos for OCIP hahahah. As usual, DEREK WAS LATE. We were supposed to meet at 12 but he woke up at 12. Lai, clap for him =.= well done, why were we not surprised lol. And Heehor and Yj took turns scolding and rushing him. Walked around The Central for a while 'cause we were supposed to have lunch buffet there and saw this super cool restaurant instead :D
It's a Theme Restaurant called Blisshouse! Didn't know such place existed hahaha. I know I suaku but it looks damn niceeee. You can even hold your wedding here, all the decorations are so apt~~ And you prolly wouldn't believe, their christmas set lunch is only $12.99++! Was expecting more hahah. Heehor was so tempted to have our lunch there if not for the wedding that day lol. Derek then called us and asked us to head over to Liang Court instead since the buffet is not that worth it based on the time he will reach. So we went for Tampopo instead. Always tried something else so this time I tried their specialty - Black Pig Spicy Ramen.


Tempting?:P
Brainstormed some ideas for presents with Heehor and came up with quite a few. She don't need to worry on what to give for the next few important dates already hahah. Since we still have some time, we managed to ask Derek for a treat since he's late:P We decided on Fabulous Baker Boy just across Liang Court in Fort Canning Park but since it was raining, Derek decided to drive over. Then the problem came. That pig don't know where he parked =.= well done no.2 LOL. Edmund was being very positive about it saying that since we don't know how to spend the rest of the day, we shall see this as an activity for us. So we went 3 storeys and finally found his car after like 15 minutes? Drove out and realised that it's super near, just had to make a U-turn. (Derek was still complaining on why we took the later u-turn when the taxi u-turned earlier haha. Duhhh, it's a taxi) Couldn't get into the carpark since there is a no entry sign for don't know what reason. So we made a detour and got into the other side of Fort Canning Park, too far to walk over to the cafe so we dropped the idea. The next nearby place according to "Nearby" was Kith Cafe, but then again, we couldn't find it. Apparently it is somewhere along Rodyk Road but we end up turning into a "dead end". Dropped the idea again and decided to go to Cedele in Utown instead since he needs to go to school hahaha. Yijing and Heehor totally sian diao since we are getting further away from their home. Derek still suggested that he can stop if they find any cafes along the road. It's highway pleaseee. Where got cafe on highway oneee lol.

Since we didn't really want to go back to school, we went to Star Vista instead. Derek was late for meeting already so he initially wanted to just drop us off. But on a second thought since he is already there, might as well just eat lol. It was so crowded everywhere (initially went to JamaicaBlue, then Awfully Chocolate) that we decided on BlackBall instead. First time trying! Ordered one iced and one warm.


End up the warm one tasted nicer than the iced lol. Didn't put in the creamer since Heehor cannot eat but it's still nice~ Love the potato and yam :D chatted for a while for 30 minutes before we go on our separate ways. Went back to school with Derek. Thanks for the ride! And enjoy your OCIP hahah.


Mandatory group shot requested by me hehe. Edmund still wanted to avoid tskkk

4. LUNCH + SHOPPING AT HAJILANE x BUGIS JUNCTION/STREET
[091213]
Impromptu meetup with W for lunch at 4fingers :D no pictures 'cause I wasn't that awake to take photos lolol. Ordered the Tonkotsu Chicken Salad and it was awesomeee! The sauce was damn niceee! Walked around Plaza Sing since there's still time and I ended up in Comics Connection once again. Miss buying comics haha. Was so tempted that I bought 2 comic books before leaving the place :X I can seriously spend a full hour in there lol. Train-ed down to bugis to meet gf after that.

First time at Haji Lane! There weren't many clothes to our taste but we still managed to grab a few there! The shop owners were kindda overly enthusiastic lol. Saw a dress that I'm really fond of but it costs around 30 bucks after discount D: Today was supposed to be thrift shopping! So I left without buying it x.x

Decided to shop at bugis street (after such a long time) since New2u Thrift Shop is already closed :( didn't want to travel down to AnchorPoint since it was inconvenient and nen wanted to eat at Menya Musashi lol. So we walked around bugis street and GUESS WHAT NEN FOUND FOR ME?! The dress that I wanted at Haji Lane!!! Selling at the same price but it's 2 for $50 and the lady kindly sold to me at $24 since it was the last piece and she saw that I really only want that hahahaha. Yaynessss! So in the end, these were what I bought for the day!

#nofilter #poordisplaybutidc^^

2 comic books, 1 pink shorts & 1 sleeveless watermelon-coloured top from haji lane, white floral prints dress from bugis street, 1 floral dress and knitted top from Miss Emily (bugis junction), and one shredded end tank top from haji lane

Yayness, bought all the things that I wanted, excluding a crop top :\ couldn't find any nice and suitable ones..shall find it when I go shopping with sis for CNY clothes ^^ so these can basically serve as my CNY outfits already~~ shall post OOTD for CNY then :D Hopefully by then I can fit into all these :X TIME TO SLIM DOWNNN. #mymotivation

Went to Menya Musashi (Takatora) for dinner and we even asked the person what's the difference from the main store hahaha. So, the diff is that the noodles used are thinner, and they replaced the seaweed with fried tofu skin(direct translation)


Kindda overeat I guess..felt damn full that I don't feel like moving lol. Bus-ed home at around 10 and KO-ed.


5. CATCHING FIRE x PEPPERONI PIZZA
[101213]


Finally watching it!! Have been itching to watch it since finals! Re-watched part 1 before this and after watching part 2, didn't really felt impressed. Perhaps my expectation was much higher for part 2 but I would say that overall, it's still nice to watch. Surprisingly I didn't cry for this lol. I don't know if it's 'cause of the movie or the company :O but anyway yuppp, another thing off my watch-list hahah.

After the movie, decided to have dinner at Pepperoni Pizza at Greenwood! Was kindda disappointed when I saw Baker and Cook :\ didn't know that it's such a small bakery place lol. Dinner was nice and satisfying with all the hthts. Except that all the photos kindda failed ToT Still, thanks for the ride home :)


Mozzarella Cheese wrapped in Parma Ham & Salmone Pizza!


6. STRANGERS' REUNION x DND MEETING
[111213]


Spending this special date with this sweetie! :D Thanks for the day and really enjoyed talking to you! Sorry that I couldn't spend much time with you over the sem and we only got closer at the end of the sem :\ somehow it happens with Shermaine too lol. Must be that room spell hahaha. Oh well, still, glad to have met you! Hope that we'll still keep in touch! Thanks again for all the care and concern that you showered me with over the sem hehe. Will miss you soooooo much when you are not around in hall :'(


Mandy ordered maple syrup with fresh fruits while I ordered vanilla icecream with fresh fruits! And yesss, that's all for our lunch haha. Regretted ordering one waffle each 'cause it's damn filling for us. Should have shared and ordered something else x.x By the way the waffles tasted okay. Was expecting more since so many people were talking about it, but it's like the usual ones. Probably 'cause I ordered the usual also hahaha. By the way, don't you think that mine looks like an octopus?? xD Gonna revisit there again next time! :)



Went back hall for meeting after that. Took a nap before that and was so afraid that I'll miss the time lol. But I was still early anyway. Had to wait for Cheryl and Chitloong to reach so me and Mabel decided to go back to BlockB to find people to talk to. Too boredddd, so we took pictures on the way back! Missed having fun with this girl on level 6!


We were just too bored, LOL.
7. HOBBIT
[121213]


And so, for today, I went to watch a free movie! M's treat hahaha. The graphics are really nice! Just that the ending is seriously...too much a cliff hanger :\ shall catch the third movie, probably next year. And ohyaaa, I'm so gonna watch Police Story 2013 by Jackie Chan! After Christmas that is hahaha. If nobody wanna watch with me then I shall pull my mum along lol :P

Goshhhh it's 3.30AM now T.T gonna go swim with gf early in the morning later and then followed by meetup with the girls at SY's house then going for open class! RINGALINGA here I comeeee ^^ Eggcited much! I guess, tomorrow is another tiring day. Gonna work off all the fats from the previous days!