Pain.

Pain, makes me feel alive. Pain makes me feel like dying too.
Muscle aches, pain in the nerve and bones. Felt like dying as well as alive. Such contradictions.

Danced non-stop from 2030 to 0130 today. Five hours. May not seem a lot to some but the extent was great. So much that I was so overwhelmed. Never felt like this before. Never felt so sore before. Then I asked myself. What did I achieve today? Aches and sore. Obviously I cleaned up more on my moves but at the same time, I hit my limit. My limit for now. Things will just get more tiring this period and I know very well how much more it will get. A pity that we won't be playing with lights but also, I felt more at ease. This means that I won't have to put in anymore extra time yay. But I thought I could play with the lights one last time. Oh well, He has a plan for everything. I need some rest.

Rest, to ease the pain. Not only phsically, but also mentally. Pain in my head. I know very well what I should do but nope I'm not doing them. I'm in fact taking too much rest at times. But then again, I need more rest. What I need to cut down on is the leisure. Leisure brought by my laptop, leisure brought by the web. I need to get away from them.. Perhaps I should just stay out from tomorrow onwards. Just to focus on my studies, and come back at midnight.

Time, we are forever in a never-ending race.