My first ever picture in studios store. With Gabby.
First self-potrait for the year 2012. LOL. Taken at 4am in the morning.
Believe it or not, this is my first ever lonely new year eve/ new year. Did countdown with people who are colleagues (at the moment). As i look at the fireworks, many thoughts came by with tears.
(K i'm kindda loss for words now..zzz)
No doubt that 2011 is a fruitful year. I've learnt a lot of lessons, both good and bad. Idiot said that it've been a good year due to all those but i thought that it's kindda a bad year. It really made me wake up, somehow. About the people around me, the things happening etcetc. I've made many friends but lost many friends too. Some i don't know if they've treated me as friends. I guess, i'm still having problems with knowing who's my friend and who are just purely strangers/acquaintances. Well, since it's all over, i don't have to think about 2011 stuffs anymore. I guess it may be just that i've been thinking too much these years.. But, all these while i have been thankful for the things that you people did for me and all the care and concern that you gave though we aren't that close. Be it a help once in the year or whatever, i seriously thank you for that moment.
2011 has been quite a mugging-only time for us all taking the A levels. But, as we've always told ourselves that we would work hard for this year etcetc, i always failed to do so. I tend to slack off. School has been quite bland and saddening but happy (oh well i'm contradicting myself again..). Happy cos? A main big part of my happiness sincerely comes from MR ROLAND LEE :D Yesh, it's him! HAHAH. I feel sorry for those that have taught us for 2 years while he only taught us for a year. It's not that other teachers are not good but he was the one that taught us a lot of lessons and joked around with us as and when he could. For many of his nonsense, i didn't really doubt them. We all had good laughs though some funny happenings that he told us were totally self-created LOL. Most importantly, he taught us what a class should do - that is, to bond. I really kindda bond more with the class in 2011. However, that's the only last year left to bond. He is also very supportive of what we do including events like inter-class competitions and he really made an effort to appreciate all the things we did such as the semi-tasty sushi we had during teachers' day when other teachers didn't eat it :X He gave us lots of advice and kindda taught us to accept who we are and what we should be. If there's any teacher that left an impact on me, it would be uniquely him. I still (heart) MrNgoh but he's like so busy and doesn't really want to see us:( I think he probably has totally forgotten about me but i think mr lee will remember us forever LOL. That's the huge difference you see.. x.x Without mr lee for 2011 i think my school life might be just as bland as it seems. You raised me up.
2011, the year i started to be closer to my family. Despite all those quarrellings and times that our opinions deviate, they are the ones that i can't live without. In the past years, friends have always been kindda at the top of my priority list, but now family has won over that. I know that some may be bewildered about why i put friends first but many things happened that caused that. Again, maybe it's just a 'brainwashing' that i had before. Due to swiss co, i spent more time with friends than with them and that may be partly why. And since i'm not that close to saco people as compared to swiss peeps (as it's half the amount of time that we can spend together), i started spending more time with them. But still,... there's still a barrier that i set up within me.
Wellwell, it's time to review on the resolutions i made in 2011! :D
My 2011 Resolutions
1. Topmost priority of cos is to get good grades for As!Must also do well for school examination and get bursary again :)
[PARTIALLY ACHIEVED for the 2nd half cos results are not out yet! i did get the bursary letter but due to sufficient income in the family, i'm not eligible for it D: awww]
2. Get a bf! Hahahahaha. Just kidding(shall move this to next year yeah? ernie!)
[nono, not yet, pushed to this year :D]
3. Get Silver for my napfa before Term3 so that i can have that extra 2 hours per week to study! :x
[ACHIEVED. all thanks to the girls in my class that pushed me hard during 2.4!]
4. Swim for at least once a week (haven't been able to do that till now-.-)
[sigh, i only swam for like less than 10 times for the whole year?!]
5. Stop drama-ing after March. I wonder if i could do that x.x
[TOTALLY FAILED -.-]
6. Sleep early and lose weight! :P
[i did lose weight in the middle but gained at the end =.=]
7. Think of what i want in uni and future job after As ends.
[nah, not yet T.T]
8. SACO to get gold! Hahah let's create another miracle :O
[sigh..]
9. Keep my room tidy and clean everytime.
[i did try, but it became all messy after As LOL]
10. Be a better person -more outspoken,more self-discipline, more efficient, more filial,more trustworthy, less procrastination.
[sigh, i think i'm like ABIT better now but still not enough.. can't compare to sis i think. and, i still procastinate as much :\]
K! i'm done with my resolutions :D hehe. Looks more like a tlist/wishlist but whatever! :D these are the things i need to do, hopefully all by this year!My 2012 Resolutions
1. Get my desired grades for As in march! Then, proceed on to a desirable route that i want to take, preferably in NUS :X
2. Get a bf, LOL!!
3. Work more, earn more money $.$
4. Travel to Korea, Europe/Japan, Taiwan/Hongkong this year! :)
5. Meet great friends, spend more time with friends.
6. Tidy up my room. Hope to furnish it :O
7. SWIM&SLIM! Cut down another 2kg T.T i don't wish to get to the 50 mark LOLOL.
8. Go for facial (but i need the money first D:)
9. Finish reading the books that i bought, eng&chi! And, finish the anime/drama that i started (&that are worth to go on with hehe)
10. Learn Korean and Learn Dancing!
One last para that sums up my thoughts for 2011..
All the best to everyone that made my life in 2011 and may you have a smooth and wonderful 2012! :) Stay healthy, happy and strong!
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